Her awakening came not by chance, but by an inner voice that was calling her. She was desperate for change but stuck in a quicksand of past failures, deep hurts, and powerful addictions.
She cleared her throat, wiped a single tear off her cheek.
She saw the courage one day, it came to her in a flash. She knew in her heart of hearts the day had to come. She would have to seek justice for herself. So afraid and scared, she wrote the words that she knew would trigger an ending to the madness.
She wrote the words of freedom and liberation. She wrote the words that only a coward could read and twist to inflict more guilt and manipulation.
She was tired, she was exhausted. She was playing a game of chess she could never win because she is not skilled in sickness, and obsession.
She heard the words of what the Spirit told her to write… she backspaced, afraid. Then she re-wrote it.
“Relish in this day because this is the last day any of you will have control over me again. I am not afraid anymore.”
She knew these words within would end the game. Peace would come in the morning. Stand in your beliefs of good versus evil, be afraid of nothing, their guilt-infused words, the booze, and the food only have the power you give these things.
“Seek Me and forgive yourself… you are set free 🖤.”
My letter to a Narcissist, my addiction, and my unhealthy lifestyle ~
Set yourself free. Run to freedom, and allow peace to flow like a river…
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