How blessed am I to take just a few short steps from my home to this open road?
My open road has been a solid foundation where I have retraced and rebuilt my life.
My open road has heard my cries for help, the confessions of my heart, and my pleas for a better version of myself.
My open road has taken me through trials, and upsets, through celebrations and victories.
Today I get to wake up and use my gift… the gift of my legs.
I get to run, sweat, breathe heavy, taste the salt on my cheeks, and just let the burdens of my heart be lifted away to my creator. I can be freed.
What’s your open road look like?
Today I challenge you to release one thing on that pavement that’s been holding you back. Leave it there… say goodbye to it… thank it… and then inhale with gratitude that your open road will know exactly what to do with it.
Running is a gift. Celebrate that open road today š¤.
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My past is a place where I visit from time to time, but I donāt stay long anymore. I donāt ask for an invitation to visit. I show up uninvited to remind it of just a few things.
My past told me I couldnāt become an athlete, because I was lazy… undetermined and unfocused. I ring the doorbell of my past, and when it opens the door… it now sees the face of grit, hard work, discipline, and eyes that see long into my dreams and goals.
My past told me I couldnāt overcome the bottle. That Jameson and Vodka would destroy me long before a pair of running shoes could.
I ring the doorbell and when my past answers, I say remember me? Now it sees the girl who hasnāt touched a drink in 5 years. Who put down the bottle to pick up her self-worth, and found self-love again.
My past told me I couldnāt make a difference: “Youāll never be an example, or a leader. Youāll never succeed.”
I ring the doorbell and when it opens the door… my past sees all of you. It sees your kind words and support. It sees us sharing all our achievements together.
My past asks me if I would like to sit and stay awhile… maybe get reacquainted. I politely decline. As I leave, I turn around and say:
“You thought you would break me. You thought you could keep me prisoner, hold me in the dark, never to be rescued.”
As I shut the door, the beautiful light shining down upon me pierces that dark place. The past quietly closes the door with nothing left to say.
Find your willingness to be better. Do not let people, places or things hold your happiness… they will drop it every time. Find your light and burn that bitch so bright, you light up the world šāØāļø.
Now let’s get this run done āļø.
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Very recently I have received a lot of private messages. People want to know: how do I train? What is my diet? And where the heck do I get the drive to want to help so many people?
Although the physical grit is an absolute must, as is nutritionā¦ training my mind is the MOST important thing I do. When our head is not in the game, the rest fall like dominos.
Do I stumble? Yes. Do I get off track? Yes. Am I a quitter? Hell no! Journaling is a huge part of my running success. Itās part of who I am.
Today Imma keep it real and share with you a letter I wrote to myself this morning as I’m putting it in the mental instead of physical work.
Dear Suzanneā¦
Today I release everything and everybody that no longer serves your quest for peace and health. I am sorry for the way I often treat you, and the way I let others treat you. I am so sorry that I allowed you to tolerate selfish people whose intentions were clearly not the best for you.
Today I promise to do my best to no longer look at you in the mirror and see flaws, or think you are overweight or imperfect, or not pretty enough, or not good enough.
Today I will love you for who you are: a loving wife, a kick-ass mom, a loyal friend, and one hell of an athlete.
Today WE need to do better at feeding your body and soul with what it needsā¦ THE GOOD STUFF. By that I mean with love and plants, fruits, more veggies, and with good people with good vibesā¦ who have only the BEST intentions for you.
Today I will try better to release you from the dizzying merry go round of societal crap. You donāt need to reinvent the wheel, Suzanneā¦ today you just need to re-up your contract with yourself. Today I reclaim it!!
Love,
Your BEST Self
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Iām going to say a little something today to anyone struggling.
On the left was a girl whose smile was there because someone said āSay cheese!ā
The core of me was alone… in an upheaval of a mess made by wrong choices… fueled by addiction, doubt, and shame.
I rode my high horse as a means of trying to fit in. I let crappy people influence my choices. I was robbing myself of a life of freedom, goodness, and wellness.
The woman on the right smiles because she crushed her devils… weathered the storms, and found peace within the brokenness.
Today life is tough. We scroll through social media. We see fitness models talk about their chiseled success, we see fad diet after diet, shake after shake, supplement after supplement. How can we not feel conflicted?
Hereās the deal: find what works for you and seek the pure joy in it. You want to eat meat? Eat meat. You want to be vegan? Be vegan. You want to cartwheel on the street between each mile.? Do it!!!! Find what you love and let it be a neverending well of happiness.
This world has had enough people spit venom about individual choices.
Today… all Iām asking is you wake up and choose you. Give thanks for who you were, give praise for who you are, and lay down some gratitude for who you will continue to become.
Find what works for you… price tag it and own it. Show the world… be the change.
I promise you someone is watching… letās give ’em something to talk about āļø.
As I reached for my mug today and read the word courage, I was quickly reminded of what this means to me.
Every moment in life is a chance to pin courage on ourselves.
We continue to be testedā¦ and when you are, say no and tolerate nothing less than what brings you peace and happiness.
We continue to be sculptedā¦ and when you are, let the clay take the form of nothing less than what brings you awareness and stability.
We continue to be confronted by all the people, places, and things that leech upon us to suck the life out of usā¦ and when you are, tolerate nothing less than what offers you good character and integrity.
Life will always test us. When you are reminded of this, remember that you are not required to please, settle, tolerate, accept, nor deposit anything that does match your goals, wellness, priorities, dreams, and blueprint.
Take your courageā¦ pin it, share it, send it, save it, be it, keep itā¦ but never lose sight of how you got it.
How easy is it to devalue ourselves? Sometimes I must remind myself just how good I am doing in this moment. Itās so easy to devalue even the smallest of accomplishments. Do you occasionally allow yourself to feel less than?
Have you let the people, places and things that lowered your frequency for joyful living to infiltrate through tiny cracks of self-doubt?
Ask yourself todayā¦ did you try your best? Are you making small consistent changes for the betterment of your mind and health?
Do I lose myself from time to time? Absolutely.
Do I know that despite my inner demons trying to divert me to a place of pain and uneasinessā¦ my inner warrior will steady my hand and keep me on the road to peace, health and gratitude? You bet do!
Today, I showed up for me.
Love yourself when no one is watching. Love yourself when you think you canāt take anymoreā¦ love yourself when youāre laughing through wonderful moments or crying through the trials.
Show up for youā¦ because we are all working to become a better version of ourselves.
The best is yet to comeā¦ for me and for you.
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